So I'm finally back managing to go thru an entire month without posting...my main reason for this is that I was very reluctant to post my song "When You Smile", which is a comple te cliche anyway, which I'd resolved to post. As you see, I never ende up doing it. There're no instruments I can play. Anyway, back to now. FINALS are starting on Tuesday and I won't be back until maybe the 31st. It's been an endlessly great schoolyear, thanks to our endlessly great class clowns and brainiacs and friends and....alll of that!!! I'm still a little sad here....it's an extreme dichotomy. I had a pretty good friend for two years and who wasn't much of a friend for the past two. That's in short. But she's moving away and so I wrote this poem. If the person in question is reading this, I assure you that these are my real feelings, and please excuse me if there are any wrong perceptions, since I look at things in a pretty different way. Here Goes -
Will You Stay?
Sometimes I may have done something to you
Even though I didn't care a bit
Even though you didn't too
Even if I didn't wish it
I surprisingly am happy if you are
Even though from my heart you're far
Even though you're not my lucky star
Even though my feelings were waging a war
I had no idea what to do for
Someone who might've thought I was a bore
Who may have hated me to the core
But then my heart just about tore
Because it didn't know how to choose
Between love and hatred; to win or lose
Couldn't come up with a clever ruse
Whether to be narcissist or altruist
But now you are really moving away
You have always broken or made my days
I feel good and bad; nonetheless I pray-
Should my feelings go astray or...will you stay?
I'm sorry for my negative outlook on things, but that's just the way I am. It's late and I have to go. Be back on 31st, Bye!
